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Hand Made Heart

by Broadoak

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1.
Once I had a true love but now I have none, Once I had a true love but now I have none, She's gone and left me, she's gone and left me, She's gone and left me, in sorrow to mourn. Last night in sweet slumber I dreamed I did see My own dearest true love come smiling by me. But when I awakened I found it not so My eyes like fountains with tears overflow My true love is married I know she's not dead Her bunch of blue ribbons I'll wear round my head. I'll wander through England, through France and through Spain My life I will venture on the watery main.
2.
When first I came to Derby I was hungry, I was hungry Nothing in my belly since I left the coast of France The citizens of Derby, well they fed me and they clothed me Their kindness was the refuge that gave my life a chance When first I came to Derby I was homeless, I was homeless My country burned away like a paper in the flame The armies that destroyed it shot my family, shot my family And told the world outside that they did it in my name When first I came to Derby I was nameless, I was nameless The name my mother gave me left behind me in the sea At first they called me nothing, I was voiceless, I was voiceless So someone chose a name for me: my name was Refugee When first I came to Derby I was broken, I was broken They set me on my feet: their goodness mended me Now voices from the shadows whisper lies to make them hate me Whatever they may call me I still am Refugee
3.
O bonny Portmore, you shine where you stand And the more I think on you the more I think long If I had you now as I had once before All the lords in Old England would not purchase Portmore. O bonny Portmore, I am sorry to see Such a woeful destruction of your ornament tree For it stood on your shore for many's the long day Till the long boats from Antrim came to float it away. All the birds in the forest they bitterly weep Saying, "Where shall we shelter or where shall we sleep?" For the Oak and the Ash, they are all cutten down And the walls of bonny Portmore are all down to the ground. O bonny Portmore, you shine where you stand And the more I think on you the more I think long If I had you now as I had once before
4.
Black is the colour of my true love's hair Her lips are like some roses fair She's the sweetest smile and the gentlest hands I love the ground whereon she stands I love my love and well she knows I love the ground whereon she goes. I wish the day it soon would come When she and I could be as one I walk to the Clyde to mourn and weep Satisfied I never can be I write her a letter, just a few short lines And suffer death a thousand times Black is the colour of my true love's hair Her lips are like some roses fair She's the sweetest smile and the gentlest hands I love the ground whereon she stands
5.
Guillemot 03:25
Some birds fly in sunshine some birds build a nest Some live all their lives along the shore Some have lives of comfort places they can rest Some will never hear the ocean roar I am home in cold Atlantic spray (Where) easterlies and ice are all my day Where the wild white horses shake their manes at me In the rolling thunder of the sea Find me on a cliff face high above the sea Open to the stars and to the spray Sheltering my babies clinging close to me Here is where they first came to the day Breaking through the egg into the light Fighters from the first day of their flight Stepping into nothing (be)fore they learn to fly Hung between the water and the sky Find me on the ocean in the winter gales Far beyond the thought of human home Salted cold my comfort where the sunlight fails Where the world is racing sky and foam This is where my life is bound to be Drifting in the wild and wasteful sea This is all I long for this is all I ask Life where only living is my task
6.
Counting 03:03
One for the little boy who sat on his own Two for the girl on the road Three for the woman with a handmade heart Carrying a heavy load Carrying a heavy load One for the girl with the sun in her eyes Two for never stopping to rest Three for the bad boy back from the boats Flying like a man possessed Flying like a man possessed And nobody knows what’s happening In the hollow of the human heart We see the end and we see the road But we don’t know where to start One for the man in a different room Two for the lady in black Three for the glittering gun she holds Stroking it along your back Stroking it along your back One for the wisdom of the wire and wood Two for the birds of the air Three for the music nobody hears Playing when there’s no-one there Playing when there’s no-one there And nobody knows what’s happening In the hollow of the human heart We see the end and we see the road But we don’t know where to start One for the woman where the barricades burn Two for the ship that sailed Three for the child who woke on the day When the future finally failed When the future finally failed One for the rustle of the raspberry canes Two for a walk in the wild Three for us all when we live our lives Waiting to be reconciled Waiting to be reconciled And nobody knows what’s happening In the hollow of the human heart We see the end and we see the road But we don’t know where to start
7.
Dacw 'nghariad i lawr yn y berllan, Tw rym di ro rym di radl idl dal O na bawn i yno fy hunan, Tw rym di ro rym di radl idl dal Dacw'r tŷ, a dacw'r 'sgubor, Dacw ddrws y beudy'n agor. Ffaldi radl didl dal, ffaldi radl idl dal, Tw rym di ro rym di radl idl dal Dacw’r dderwen wych ganghennog, Tw rym di ro rym di radl idl dal Golwg arni sydd dra serchog. Tw rym di ro rym di radl idl dal Mi arhosaf dan ei chysgod Nes daw 'nghariad i 'nghyfarfod. Ffaldi radl didl dal, ffaldi radl idl dal, Tw rym di ro rym di radl idl dal Dacw'r delyn, dacw'r tannau; Tw rym di ro rym di radl idl dal Beth wyf well, heb neb i'w chwarae? Tw rym di ro rym di radl idl dal Dacw'r feinwen hoenus fanwl Beth wyf nes heb gael ei meddwl? Ffaldi radl didl dal, ffaldi radl idl dal, Tw rym di ro rym di radl idl dal
8.
If I Had 03:05
If I had the words I would say them to you Poor as I am, poor as I am Words of an errant heart trying to be true I have so little I can give If I had the tunes, all the melodies sweet Poor as I am, poor as I am I would pour them out before you, cool water in the heat I have so little I can give If I had the certainty that others seem to know Poor as I am, poor as I am I would melt away your doubts and fears, fire in the snow I have so little I can give If I had the time that I wasted on the way Poor as I am, poor as I am I would live with you a lifetime in every shining day I have so little I can give If I had the words I would say them to you Poor as I am, poor as I am Words of an errant heart trying to be true I have so little I can give
9.
I am not a slave at your command A maid to clean And cook your food I am not willing to be less than I can be Less than myself Less than a man I am not a plaything for your bed Someone to use At any time Not second best for when you've nothing else to do A toy you bought A moment's fun I am not a fragile little child A tender flower A broken reed I do not want protection from the world outside I want to breathe I want to live I am nothing less than any man Not second class Not bought and sold I will not settle for a life two steps behind A silent life A place aside We demand the right to be ourselves To have a brain To have a life To take a place in all that happens in the world To be alive To be alive
10.
Magpie 03:23
One for sorrow, two for joy, three for a girl and four for a boy Five for silver, six for gold, seven for a secret never told Devil, devil, I defy thee (x3) Oh the magpie brings us tidings of news both fair and foul She's more cunning than the raven, more wise than any owl She brings us news of the harvest, of barley wheat and corn, She knows when we'll go to our graves, how we shall be born One for sorrow... She brings us joy when from the right, grief when from the left, Of all the news that's in the air we know to trust her best For she sees us at our labour and she mocks us at our work She steals the egg from out of the nest and she can mob the hawk Devil, devil... Now the priest he says we're wicked to worship the devil's bird Ah, but we respect the old ways and we disregard his word For we know they rest uneasy as we slumber in the night And we always leave out a little bit of meat for the bird that's black and white One for sorrow... Devil, devil...
11.
Go To Town 03:40
CHORUS: Will you go to town my Billy oh will you go to town? When the sun shines high in the sky, my Billy, and there’s laughter all around. Come feein’ day, we’ll lead the way, for a new home we are bound. We’ll pack our bags and leave the rags, when we go town. For six months now you’ve steered the plough and worked your pair all day Through rain and wind I saw you grin and smile at me that way, but as the seasons move around the clouds will blow away and out again will come the sun to warm us on our way. CHORUS I rise at five to milk the kye in the dairy I have been and the fairest pleasures of this world I have seldom seen, but now that I’ve an honest lad to make the days pass by, oh, I cannae stay an’ bide alone when you bid me goodbye. CHORUS It’s long my lad you’ve loved me well and held me in your care As we worked hard the summer long by Campbell’s banks so fair It’s there you gave your word to me, between the dusk and dawn, that when the gowan leaves had turned we’d be moving on. CHORUS So side by side, we’ll bid farewell to what was our first home. We’ve served our time a full term long now we’ll take the road again New lodgings we do seek my boy and who knows where they’ll be? So up ye rise, put on your coat an’ take the road with me CHORUS
12.
Y Gwydr Glas 03:37
Os daw ‘nghariad yma heno, yma heno i guro’r gwydyr glas. Rhowch ateb gweddus iddo, gweddus iddo, na atebwch mono’n gas Nad ydyw’r ferch ddim gartre na’i h’wyllys da’n y tŷ, Llanc ifanc o’r plwy aralI, o’r plwy arall sydd wedi mynd â hi. Pe meddwn edyn eryr, edyn eryr, mi fyddwn lawer gwell I hedeg at fy nghariad, at fy nghariad, sydd yn y gwledydd pell; Dros diroedd maith a moroedd, gobeithio’i fod o’n iach Rwy’n caru’r tir lIe cerddodd, tir lle cerddodd o wraidd fy nghalon fach. Fy nghalon sydd cyn drymed, sydd cyn drymed a’r march sy’n dringo’r rhiw. Wrth geisio bod yn llawen, bod yn llawen, ni fedrwn yn fy myw. Mae’r esgid yn fy ngwasgu mewn man nas gwyddoch chi A llawer gofid meddwl, gofid meddwl sy’n torrri nghalon i.
13.
Once you were strong like a stone so he smothered you Keeping you safe, secluded, alone Wrapping you up, he carefully covered you Scissors, paper, stone You were incisive and bright so he blunted you Couldn't accept that you shone on your own He's playing a game that you'll never win Scissors, paper, stone And I know you're frightened to leave him He's made you believe you can't cope on your own He's playing a game that you'll never win Scissors, paper, stone And the game goes round and round And the game goes round and round And the game goes round and round And now you are paper but what will you write Who will you tell when he cuts you to shreds What will you do when he orders his dinner And plates start to smash once the baby's in bed? I know you're frightened to leave him He's made you believe you can't cope on your own He's playing a game that you'll never win Scissors, paper, stone
14.
As I went out on a bright morning to take a pleasant walk. I sat down beside an old stone wall just to hear two lovers talk For to hear two lovers talk, my love to hear what they might say. So I might learn a little more love before I go away. P stands for Paddy, I suppose. J for my love John. W stands for false Willy O But Johnny is the fairest man. "Johnny is the fairest man," she said "Johnny is the fairest man. I don't care what anybody says for Johnny is the fairest man." Well come on sit beside me, love Beside me on the green It's a long three quarters of a year or more Since together we have been Since together we have been, my dear Together we have been It's a long three quarters of a year or more since together we have been P stands for Paddy, I suppose... Oh I'll not sit beside you, love Now or any other time For I hear you love another little lass and your heart's no longer mine. "And your heart's no longer mine" she said, "Your heart's no longer mine. I don't care what anybody says Your heart's no longer mine." P stands for Paddy, I suppose... So I will climb a high, high tree, And rob the wild bird's nest. Back I'll bring what I find there To the girl I love the best "To the girl I love the best," he said "The girl I love best Back I'll bring what I find there To the girl I love the best."

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Recorded 'as live' at StudiOwz, Pembrokeshire on April 6th 2022. Mixed and mastered at Burg Breiteiche over the next few weeks while Wendy finished knitting Mini Broadoak. Then we had it duplicated, and off we go.

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released May 28, 2022

Ant Rogers (banjo player of renown) plays on P stands for Paddy, and we have a bit of overdubby fun with that one. Otherwise it's just us. Most of it is exactly how we sound live.

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Broadoak Wales, UK

Chris Kay (voice, keyboard, whistle)
Peter Kay (voice, guitars, knob twiddling)
Wendy Lewis (violin, voice, knitting)

We live in West Wales, and are very glad that we do.

Our website is www.broadoakfolk.com
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